I don't know about you, but I've always been interested in time travel.  I love historical fiction.  I love movies that involve time travel.  That's one of the reasons I love reading the gospels and the stories in the Old Testament.  As you read them, you can imagine and put yourself in the story back at that time. 

You can use  your imagination and put yourself back in any time in history.  Or you can imagine a future and put yourself  in that future.  You and I do this all the time, though most of it is subconsciously.  

There's a secret that you have access to, that can propel you forward toward faith or backward back into regret or fear.  It's actually not much of a secret.  You've access to it your whole life.  It's just that it's been hidden from you, in that you haven't known how to use it for its full impact. 

That secret is the power of decision.  You use this power every day.  Yet, I bet you didn't know you could use that power for time travel.  Let me explain.

Everyday you make decisions and agreements.  You began making decisions and agreements at a young age, usually before the age 7.  Yet. those decisions and agreements are made your entire life.  

For example, you may have been told something when you were younger.  You have tried to fix something when you were young.  Instead of being allowed to complete your project, someone told you "let me help you with that".  You could make the decision to agree that you need help.  Agreement you  would then make is "I don't know how to do anything or figure it out without help".  

Then later in life, when you struggle with accomplishing  a task, what is it you could do?  You could once again, agree with the statement "I don't know how to do anything or figure it out without help".  So, what you've done is to time travel into the past.  What has happened is you've taken that think you were told, that agreement you made and brought it into the present.  So, you've taken a part of your past and brought it into the present. 

Often those agreements from the past can lead you into fear and unbelief.  For example, making the decision to agree with the belief you've established that "I can't learn anything new without help", can enable you to establish the negative belief that "I can't do anything right".  As a result, you'll be afraid to try new things.  

When someone gives you some news, what's  your first reaction?  I know depending on the news it could be perceived as good or bad.  But, what is your first reaction?

Let's take a look at a couple of instances in the Bible, where we see first reactions.  

First, let's look at Moses.  In the book of Exodus, chapter 3,  you can read the story of Moses' call from God to deliver the Israelites from bondage in Egypt.  In that story, you see where God spoke to Moses from a bush that was on fire but was not being consumed.  As God spoke to Moses, He called him to deliver the Israelites from slavery in Egypt.  

What was Moses' first response?  In verse 11 you see were Moses asked, "Who Am I, that I should go to Pharaoh?  Moses' first response was that he wasn't the person to go to Pharaoh.  His self-image was low.  

​As I'm writing this post, we are in the midst of the coronavirus pandemic.  Our city, as are most cities is in shut down mode.  he times now are very uncertain.  Businesses  have closed down and individuals have lost their jobs.  

There are statistics online everday, reporting new coronavirus cases and new deaths due to the virus.  You can go on social media and read about all kinds of conspiracy theories.  All the media is focusing on is disease and death.  

​​I've written about focus and how it is a faith seed.  Focus is very powerful.  I've also written about lower level focus.  Lower level focus is a very powerful root of fear.  

If  you have higher level focus, it leads you into faith.  Lower level focus will lead you into fear and intimidation.  

There is a good story in scripture illustrating this very powerful truth.  In the gospel of Mark 4:35-39,  Jesus and the disciples got into a boat to cross to the other side of a lake.  Soon after getting in the boat and sailing to the other side, a fierce storm arose.  High waves were breaking in the boat.  The boat had water coming in it. 

Jesus was in the back of the boat sleeping.  The story says the disciples woke Jesus and shouting, "Master, don't you care that we're going to drown?"  The story goes on to say that Jesus woke up.  When He did, He rebuked the wind and said to the waves, "Silence!  Be still!  Suddenly the wind stopped and there was a great calm.  

Did you know there are currently a little over 4.5 billion people in the world?  Yep, that's correct.  A little over 4.5 BILLION.  All of us witness different events that occur in our life every day. Each person sees events that happen in their lives a little differently. So out of 4.5 billion people, we have 4.5 bilion realities. 

Let me explain what I mean by 4.5 billion realities.  The word "perceive" means "to attain awarenes or understanding of".   It can also mean to "become aware of through the senses, especially to see or observe."  

So you can look at "perception" as "your awareness and understanding through what you've seen through your observation.  

We've all heard and understand that ten people could observe the exact same activity, yet when time comes to explain what happened during that activity, one will receive ten different explanations.  

Many things impact our perceptions. Our beliefs, life history, world view, our past perceptions are just a view.  We have perceptions about the events that happen in our lives, all the way down to how one looks at us or speaks to us.  

Each of us, 4.5 billion people, will have 4.5 billion realities.  We trust things that are real.  We depend on things that are real.  Our faith depends on the reality of God and Jesus' sacrifice on the cross.  Our whole lives depend on what we determine is real.  

If God isn't real to us then our faith wouldn't mean much.  If Jesus didn't really die on the cross and resurrected, then our faith would mean even less.  

But, our idea of God even depends on our perceptions.  We may not even have an idea of God, depending on our perceptions.  

For example, if I was raised in an atheistic household, where belief in God was not even considered, then my first perception would be God doesn't exist.  

The same would hold true if you were  raised in a Christian household.  Your perception of God and Jesus, as well as the Holy Spirit would be determined through the lense of our life.  What lense are we looking through.  

For example, through the lense of the belief that the gifts of the Spirit ceased to be in operation after the apostles died out, anyone who claimed to have a manifestation of the gifts of the Spirit, would be thought to be in error.  

If you had the belief that the gifts of the Spirit are still in operation, then your belief is your lense.  So if someone told you that the Spirit had manifested a gift of the Spirit through them, we'd possiblIy be excited and ask them how it happened and what the experience was.  

So, for that one example of a Spiritual gift manifestation, you'd have two perceptions, based on two differing beliefs, leading to two possible "real" results.  One belielf led to the perception that the person was in error.  The other belief, led to the perception that what the person experienced was real.  

The same holds true, regarding whether we can move forward in faith or stay stuck in fear.  Your perceptions will determine whether you move in fear or faith.  I've written about these in other articles on this sight.  We can make unholy agreements, or be in a state of helplessness that was learned.  These are a couple of factors or perceptions that will determine if you walk in faith or fear.  

Your beliefs will lead to your perceptions, your perceptions will lead to what you determine is real. Your "reality" will determine whether you remain stuck in fear or move on to faith.  

I knew I had been away for awhile.  It wasn't until I took a look at my blog posts that I realized exactly how long I'd been away.  Here it is 2020 and I have been gone since June of 2018!  June of 2018????  Yes, exactly!  That's 559 days!!!  559 days?? Yes, 559 days.  

The last post I wrote (June 6,2018) was titled; "I Have Faith, Why Am I Stuck?"  That sounds like a very credible post, doesn't it?  "...Why Am I Stuck?".  Then I'm 559 days to my next post. Credible?  Really??  Not so much, it seems. It looks like I should be the very definitition of stuck.  Heck, I could probably write a book on being stuck.  

The best question to ask then, is why was I stuck?  Why did it take me so long to get into the groove and write again?  The reason is...I simply lost my "why".  Some may then ask, "you lost your why?"  What in the heck does that mean?  

Simply, I lost track of my reason for moving forward.  I lost my motivator.  You see, what happened was that I was doing that thing, then I was doing that thing.  Then I'd jump over to another task.  Then I jumped over and started building a course on "Hearing God's Voice".  I'm still working on that by the way.  Then I jumped over and worked on that book.  Then I thought of another book.  

I was doing all these things.  But, I they were just things I was doing.  They were tasks I felt I needed to do.  But, why was I doing them?  I kept on doing them and thought of why I was.  But, I didn't have a definite "why" that was driving me..pushing me.  

"Well, you're doing those things for the Lord, aren't you?", I'd ask myself.  I wasn't even sure if I was.  People had told me those were good things.  But, I kept wondering, "has God actually called me to those things?"  

Then I went back over my whole life story from childhood until now.  I rediscovered those things and situations that made me feel alive and also those things and situations that drained me.  God had given me signposts all along that had been leading me to what I was to be doing now.  

God had been given me signposts all along, but somehow, I'd missed some of them.  The biggest signpost had to do with my own life.  My life career wise, over the last 4 or 5 years has been a transition.  If it wasn't for my stubborness, it would have been a shorter period of time. 

When I was laid off from my position in the corporate world, I went through a struggle, both professionally and with my identity.  I'd discovered others were going through the same thing.  Most Christians, probably at least in the 80% range, have no clue what God has called them to.  This is much the same struggle I had had.  

So, my "why" was to help others to manage their transitions, discover their gifts and callings and manage their mindsets and live in their identity in order to go into what I call eight spheres of influence and fulfill the destiny God has for them in their spheres.  A deeper explanation of this is for a deeper time and place.  But that is my "why".  That is what I'm about.  It'll take over fear and get into to faith. 

Do you sometimes feel stuck like you're stuck in traffic?

You love God.  You feel like you have faith.  But things just aren't manifesting for you.  God's blessings aren't appearing.  You can't seem to attract Kingdom favor. 

You're trying to believe but your frustrated.  

In the gospel of Matthew is a story you may be able to identify with.  I sure have many times. The story can be found in Matthew chapter 9, verses 14-24.

Peter, James and  John had spent time on a mountain, where they saw Jesus transfigured before them.  I would imagine it was a very powerful experience for them.  That would sure put one on a spiritual high. 

Then they came back.  The story says they saw a large crowd around the disciples.  Then it goes on to say when the crowd saw Jesus, they began running to greet Him.  And He asked the people, what were you discussing with them (meaning His disciples)?

Then one of the crowd, who had a demon possessed son, told Him that he brought his son to the disciples for the demon to be cast out, but they couldn't do it.  Jesus then rebuked the disciples for their lack of faith and had the father bring the boy to Him. 

He brought the boy to Jesus and when Jesus saw Him, the demon spirit threw the boy into convulsion and falling to the ground, he began rolling around and foaming at the mouth. 

Jesus asked the father how long the boy had been like that and his father responded that it had been since childhood.  

The father then made a crucial request.  "...if you can do anything, take pity on us and help us."

Then Jesus answered him with a very powerful statement followed by an equally powerful response by the father. 

Jesus answered the father with the following statement:  "'If you can!' All things are possible to him who believes.  

Isn't this most often how we respond and think?  "If I can do this" or "if I can do that", "I'm not sure if I can."

But what did Jesus say?  "ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE TO HIM(OR SHE) WHO BELIEVES".

What was Jesus also saying?  He was telling the father that the "if you can" is based in fear and unbelief.  

How did the father answer Jesus?  He told Him, "I do believe; help my unbelief."  The father was conflicted.  Have you ever felt that way?  I know I have.  He believed Jesus could.  But he was unsure as to whether Jesus could do it for his son. 

So many of us try to work so hard.  We work so hard in trying to believe The Bible, what Jesus said and what Paul wrote.  So many have worked so hard and given up to the extent they've created their own belief system, based on their own perceptions. 

We're like the father who had the demon possessed son.  He told Jesus that if He could do anything to please help his son.  Jesus then responded "If you can?  All things are possible to him who believes".  The father then responded, "I believe, but help me in my unbelief."

That's where many of us are in this walk of faith we're taking.  Intellectually, we believe what the Bible and what Jesus said.  But, in our hearts, down where it really  matters, we struggle with unbelief.  Some of us struggle mightily with unbelief.  

Why do you struggle so much?  Why do I struggle so much?  We want so much to believe, yet we find it so hard to believe at the same time.  You look around and see the way things are in the world or perhaps even your own life, and those things you see, really cause you to struggle. 

But there's great news.  Faith doesn't have to be that kind of a struggle.  Keep in mind, I didn't say faith would come easy or that we'll have the kind of faith we need all the time in every single situation.  But, faith doesn't have to be the struggle you and I often think it is. 

What in the world are you listening to?  No, I'm not asking regarding the kind of music you listen to.  I'm asking literally what are you listening to in the course of your day?

Jesus made a very interesting statement, which on the surface, seems odd.  But, when you think about it, is a very powerful and wise statement. 

"Therefore, consider carefully how you listen" (Luke 8:18). Consider carefully how I listen?  How I listen to what?;  I find myself asking myself.  How do you listen?  

Then He goes on.  "Whoever has will be given more;  whoever does not have, even what he thinks he has will be taken away from him".  

Actually Jesus made a profound statement here.  Research has shown that the average person hears between 20,000 and 30,000 words during a twenty-four period.  That's a lot of words.  The average sentence length is around 14 words.  That means you and I are hearing between 1,429 and 2,143 sentences per day.  We are hearing plenty of noise.  This doesn't include times we're hearing other sounds in the course of our day, such as telephones, TVs, DVDs, etc....

What we hear goes into our thoughts.  We filter it and determine the most important.  The most important are embedded in our subconscious and eventually filters down to our hearts.

So, all of this begs the question.  What gains your attention?  With all the words you hear each day, along with all the other noises, what words gain your attention over the course of a day?  What do you consider important to give your attention to and what do you discard?

Most of this is done subconsciously.  Our subconscious minds automatically filter out those noises that we don't want to hear.  For example, most of us have reached the point, where we automatically filter out written ads or television commercials.  We just don't listen to them.

Or we subconsciously tune in to something we wish to hear.  For example, you may be at a restaurant.  There are many people there talking.  Your mind is on let's say, your favorite sports team.  Even in the midst of a conversation, you may hear other people at the next table talking about your sports team.  Then without even trying, you find yourself keying in on that conversation.

So, we are constantly and automatically filtering in or out those things we wish to hear. 

Filtering can be good.  In fact, most of the time it's good, because we are bombarded with so many words and noises all day long.  But, filtering can be very dangerous to us.  If you or I filter out the wrong thing, our lives may go down a path we don't desire them to go. 

We're told in Colossians 2:14, that through the penalty He paid on the cross, Jesus "canceled out the certificate of debt consisting of decrees against us...."  Studies have shown that we have between 12,000 and 50,000 thoughts each day.  About 80% of those thoughts are a critical nature.

It seems that no matter the amount of success we've had or the positive things about us, our tendency is to focus on the negative we see in ourselves.  This results in negative self-talk that we indulge in each and every day.

Often we nurture the roots of fear by our negative self-talk.  We say things  like "I'm not good enough", I'm not pretty enough" or "I'm not intelligent enough".  More often, we filter out the good comments people give to us.  For the Christian, someone may pay us a compliment by saying something like "you're a very good singer" or "you're a very good speaker".  

Most often, what is our response.  "Well thank you, but it's the Lord".  Yet, we have no problem whatsoever taking credit for the negative things we say and think about ourselves.  These are the negative decrees we speak against ourselves. 

But, Jesus took those away and  made them powerless on the cross.  You and I need to be mindful of this.  Filtering can be good.  But negative filtering can be dangerous for us.  

Consider Job.  Job was a very blessed man.  In the beginning of the book of Job (1:3), it's  written that Job was very blessed and was the greatest of all the men of the east. 

Satan came before God and asked permission to attack Job.  God, knowing Job to be an upright man, allowed Job to be tested.  Satan attacked all Job had, including his health, but was not allowed to kill Job.  

In the midst of his troubles, Job made a very powerful statement.  "For the thing I greatly feared has come upon me.  And what I dreaded has  happened to me."  Job had filtered out all the good things about his life and filtered in fear, by nurturing the roots of fear.  

​How Job "listened" brought great and needless calamity upon him.  

"Therefore consider carefully how you listen" (Luke 8:18).  

When I was in school, I was terrible at math.  In fact, I had to take both Algebra and Geometry twice. Keep in mind when I said I had to take Algebra twice, I wasn't talking of just one class.  There was Algebra part 1 and Algebra part II.  

I'd see other students where math appeared to be so easy for them.  Now, when I took the courses a second time, they were easy.  I  made very good grades with little to no effort.  I'd always wondered why that was. 

Was it because I already had basic understanding of the subject matter?  If I did, why was there a need to take the course twice.  Did the teacher have better understanding of the subject matter and taught it better?  Maybe.  

For me, the real reason was whenever I would take a new math class, I'd automatically tell myself I wasn't good at math.  I knew I was going to have a hard time.  More than likely I'd fail the class. 

As a result, at the first sign of difficulty, I'd quit.  My effort decreased because I knew my ceiling had been reached.  I was at my limit.  I knew this, because I told myself I wasn't good at math and there would come a point beyond which I wouldn't or felt I couldn't go.  The effort I put forth or the lack of effort, corresponded with how far I thought I could go.  

My math bar wasn't set very high.  

When your mind dwells on success, failure, faith or fear, your actions will follow.   When you dwell on faith and success, you will achieve positive and successful results.  In the same way, when you dwell on failure and fear, you will achieve negative and not so successful results. 

It depends on where you've set your internal thermostat regarding your self image.  There is a powerful link between thinking and physical responses.  

There was an experiment done in the 1960s, where there were two groups of students.  These students were instructed to shoot a certain number of free throws.  The results were recorded.  Then the groups were given a week to practice.  

One group was instructed to actually go to the gym and practice.  The other group was instructed to only visualize shooting the free throws and seeing the ball go into the basketball.  

After a week, each group returned to the gym, to shoot free throws again.  The result was very interesting.  They found that the group that had only visualized making the shots had the same degree of improvement as the group that actually practiced shooting free throws.  

Your actions will follow your thoughts.  ​

​I was thinking the other day that often we compartmentalize things.  At least I do.  I'll look at different things, such as the execution of an activity as separate from the planning of the activity.  

Or more accurately, I'll look at spiritual preparation as an entirely different activity from what many of us think of as everyday, practical activities.  The belief being that the "practical" activities are distinct from the "spiritual".  Or even more dangerously is the belief that the  "practical" activities are more "practical" than the spiritual.

The reality is the spiritual is over the "practical".  In other words, the spiritual dominates the physical, because that which is physical was from that which spiritual. 

The key question is what do you and I put stronger trust in?  Do we trust the physical more or do we trust the spiritual more?  But, it's not a question of which one should we trust more.  Because in fact, they both work together. 

We have a tendency to forget this while we're doing our day to day activities.  This is one of the main reasons we may walk in fear as opposed to faith.  We've divorced the spiritual from the physical.  We feel like a little orphan with no Mommy or Daddy.  We feel real fear in the midst of life's struggles. 

We often put up a good front for people.  We Christians especially, love to try and show strength, yet at the same time, we feel we've been left on this earth sometimes to fend for ourselves.  We feel like an orphan in an orphanage, abandoned by our parents.  It doesn't matter if we're  older or younger.  We can still feel  like orphans. ​